masa-masa fragile ni la rasa mahu curhat saja di blog. bukan berharap semua orang baca.. cuma bila menulis, rasa terluah satu masalah. dunno why..becoz sharing in facebook doesn't seem to be a good solution coz everybody will read it.. & that is definitely not my intention..
2nd on-call in surgery department was not as exciting as my 1st one..because i'm sick..i can't work up any enthusiasm for the whole 12 hours, even worse, although i passed my ENT department, i still can't treat my own disease..i can't even relieve the symptoms. i can feel there is something in my maxillary sinus, but i can't make it go away..i did try taking some drugs so that i can work maximally for today's on-call, but it only works for 6 hours, the symptoms recurred in the next 6 hours, which make my hours feel like days.
Did I tell u that my greatest weakness for the whole of my life (so far) is when i'm having a flu. I dunno whether i'm exaggerating my symptoms or it's really unpleasant, coz i don't know what other people feel when they're having flu. So i'm not able to compare. All I need is total bed rest. I can (sometimes) tolerate my dysmenorrhea, more than i can tolerate flu. I'm shivering, i feel my body temperature is increasing, but when i measure my body temperature with my newly-bought thermometer, it is only 37.2 degree Celcius. Normal human body temperature (average) is 36.9 plus minus 0.5.
The only new skill i learned today is hecting (menjahit luka). Tak tahu lah tangan tremor or tak, but saya jahit dengan sangat tak bersemangat coz tak selesa dengan runny nose~
i should take an immuno-booster~
3 months ago