My rare disapproval :(

Salam.. rajin pulak saya update blog lately..
Perasaan after exam kot..asyik nak update blog je..

Actually there's one thing that is haunting me over the past few..i'm not sure.. few days, few weeks, few months, or few years maybe?? Sometimes I think about it, and I can't get it out of my head because it's always happening. It keeps happening.

Sometimes I think I might have some 'liver' problems..(penyakit hati..not liver disease medically, if u know what I mean)

I'm really sorry if this post hurts anybody. I'm just trying to be honest with myself, or maybe I'm just trying to figure things out, I mean, to figure out why I feel this way when those things occur.

Today, i mean, nowadays, there are people who like to brag about themselves. Even though it was only a joke. In simple words : puji diri sendiri. If I were a psychic, I would love to see were they actually mean what they say, and why actually they have to say that. Do they have no one telling them that they are pretty whatsoever, or don't their parents tell them how to be humble, that they have to puji themselves by making a joke? So what, do they think by saying that, people who are listening would say the same things and does it make their confidence levels increase?

I always see good things in others. Everyone has his/her own uniqueness. I always have the idea that everyone is special in their own ways. And I love to express my admiration to people I like. But when it comes to someone who likes to make a joke by saying they are cute, pretty, handsome or anything, it seems like there's suddenly a wall coming in front of me that inhibits me to say whatever I wanted to say. And it seems to be an annoyance to me. I don't know why. That's why I said, I might have some 'penyakit hati' that I don't like this kind of attitude.

I notice that this kind of thing usually occurs in adults. And they do this repeatedly! Yes of course children also did, but don't you think it is generally acceptable if children did this?

And wait.. there's another attitude.. someone who likes to say bad things about themselves, which, in fact they know IT IS NOT true.. just because they want to hear others' opposite responses about it. You know what I mean?? And they do this repeatedly. How would you feel of person like this? Am I the only one who is annoyed by it?

Honestly, I don't meet one person with this behavior. They are many. So I don't actually pointing this post to anyone in particular. Never think that I'm pointing this to specific person. Honestly, it is only for general.

One main question arises from my mind :

Is it normal to have a feeling of annoyance and disapproval on such things?

Answers are not compulsory. Understanding is enough :)