There are times when I think that I'm not walking on the right track. I'm being at the place where I'm no longer being me. A place which is not meant for me.
When I was 12, my life diverged into TWO big roads. Religion & Science. Religion where I can learn very detailed information about every single thing in Islam, and know less in science. Or Science where I can learn very detailed knowledge (which I discovered now that it's not) about every single thing in science, less in religion.
And now that I have chosen the latter, while accepting the opinion of others (don't make excuses because there are many ways to learn about our religion), I have to continue every piece of my remaining years to live a good life in the eyes of Allah.
I have accepted fear as a part of my life. The fear of being far away from my family since I was 13. The fear of repeated changes of my surroundings. Please do not be faithless, but stay in your place and do not turn back!!!
Anytime an obstacle came into your path, instead of questioning what if you failed, you should ask what if you don't try. Think about all the opportunities you will lose for not trying. Think about all the success that should belongs to you instead of others if you have given yourself a chance to try.
The path to success can NEVER be smooth and mistake free. When you look back in life in your later years, don't regret and says that you have not lived your life fully because you were afraid to try.
Always remember, the decisions is always yours to make. You should look back in your life and be happy about it as you have perform your best in everything by giving it a try.